If you only saw the way she looks at you
With wide-open eyes and a smile you can't resist
If you took one second out of your busy day
To notice this beautiful creature that does exist
If you could only feel what she feels
Though you may have never spoken a word
The love in her heart that she holds for you
Is unlike anything that you have ever heard
If you would stop chasing these other girls
The ones that only bring you down
Then maybe then you'd see this girl
Even though you've never noticed her around.
But you're too ignorant to realize
The angel in front of your eyes
You break her heart every day
If you could only hear her cries
She'd give you her world in an instant
In hopes of sharing it with you
She's everything you've always wanted
Your one love, pure and true
Start looking up for a publisher. In a few days you will have a full fledged anthology.
You know I have always wanted to publish a book but
1) I don't know if it is good enough
2) I don't know how to go about doing so
This anger, this rage. It never goes away.
I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't be.
I don't know where it came from and I don't know how it got here...
But I do know it is here to stay.
My eyes hide a whole new world.
A world better left unseen.
Fragments of my mind echo of what used to be
If you only knew what you did to me
How you left me broken and confused
This pain that flows through my veins
Anger sets in and I can no longer feel
I want this to end; I need it to stop
Tell me how to make it go away
So I can live for one more day
This anger, this rage. It never goes away.
I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't be.
I don't know where it came from and I don't know how it got here...
But I do know it is here to stay.
If you could only step into my mind
And see how fucked I truly am
Then maybe you could comprehend
The feelings that run through my body
And understand that I can no longer do this
If you could only realize
That there is only one-way to make it end
One way to stop the madness in my head
But with that comes a price
A label you can never live down
This anger, this rage. It consumes me.
I can't breathe, I can't live, I can't be.
I don't know where it came from, but I know it's here to stay.
Please tell me how to make it stop.
The riddle of life
Unsolvable
The reason for being
Undetermined
Will these answers ever be revealed?
The reason you left
Unknown
The pain you put me through
Unforgivable
Will you ever see what you've lost?
The magic of love
Undeniable
The feeling of bliss
Indescribable
Will I find my soul mate?
The fact that we die
Unchangeable
The fear of what's next
Uncontrollable
Will we all be together again?
I sit
Eyes closed
Hearing the clock tick away
The razor blade in my hand
Soaked and blood stained
Holds the only answer I know
A tear forms
Crystal blue and ice cold
Like the remainder of my heart
I open my eyes
Glance upon my reflection
A fragile and broken girl
I feel no pain
For I am already dead
A prisoner of time
I wait endlessly
Longing for the courage
To end my misery
I lye
Eyes closed
My clock no longer ticks.
though I have note posted in a while. this one was published in a poetry book :-)
Can you hear me?
I whisper
As I lay
I dream.....I call to you
Echoes of sweet yesterdays'
Your touch
your love
the fire of our hearts
as they beat as one
fast.
slow.
fast.
The sweet sound of your voice
flutters through my mind
Like butterflies wings
on the warm spring breeze.
Our Love
Like sand of the hour glass
as it's swept away with time
It's inevitable fate...
to fall only with time
Still turn it over
and it begins again
with the pulse of desire
like live wires
broken and free
whizzing through the air
One shock
One jolt
and it can take your breath away
Can you hear me?
The Real Puppet Master
My head is cluttered with background noise
keeping me entertained long enough to string me along
like a puppet with a thousand masters
Pulled in every direction
Manipulated to meet the needs of others
No matter how many time I cut these strings
I get strung up again
A victim of my own self torture?
It seems I allow the thoughts of others to hinder my perception
My reality is warped... as I fade away into the background unnoticed
These strings pull hard and fast
Left.... right...left....
Trickery is in my nature
For I have never been your puppet
All I am is a shape shifter among the masses
Contorting, conforming into something I have never been
A master of disguise, the ultimate con artist
Deceiving you day in and out
In the end I am the real puppet master
The Weeping Willow
The weeping willow fell around her
as she sketched the scenery beyond.
Great mountains rose before her.
She pondered the mystery of the vast horizon
and searched for the answers to life.
Her heart ached as she revisited lost loved ones,
old lovers and the pain she has witnessed over time.
Her past gave a sting worse than that of an angry bee.
It flickered through her mind like flashes from
a million camera's going off at once.
The weeping willow knows all her secrets.
It knows her tears, absorbs her fears and always listens.
It never judges and has a peace like no other living
object that she has ever met.
It seems wise from the decades that it has been
dwelling before the mountains. All alone in an empty
field, besides the beautiful rainbow of flowers.
The weeping willow provides her courage
It accepts her faults and encourages her imagination.
It supports her actions and give her strength to
pursue all her dreams.
She feels safe under it's outstretched branches.
Sheltered from the negative energy in this world.
It's the best friend she has ever known.
The weeping willow is free and so is she.
Yet they our both bound to this earth by their roots.
The weeping willow steals away her pain.
It weeps glistening red tears when she is wounded.
Crystal blue tears when she is heart broken.
Velvet black tears when she has given up hope.
But most importantly, the weeping willow,
it weeps tears of gold for all the beauty
she instills in this world.
It isn't really finished :-)
What Happened?
I closed my eyes for just a second
I saw your face vanish in the sun
My youth has faded away
Yet my struggles remain the same
The seasons still change
And the Earth still turns
But I stay stuck in place
Round and round we go
Always moving
Always spinning
Never slowing down to breathe
But I am stuck, Frozen
Cuz I just want to breathe
What Happened?
Are we all just ghosts of our memories?
Misplaced dreams and unrequited loves
Where do we go from here?
It’s time to make a change.
Cuz the seasons are still changing
And the Earth is still turning
If only we could just slow down.
Round and round we go
Always moving
Always spinning
Never slowing down to breathe
But I am stuck, Frozen
Cuz I just want to breathe
If we could only slow down,
Cuz we just need to breathe.
*It's been such a long time since I wrote, it's not my best work but it's the first thing that has come out of my head in a long time!!*
