@Seed,
I know, it's very difficult stuff to come to grips with, Seed. I know I sounded quite accepting of the notion of death in my previous post. Let's just say I'm a
lot more accepting of it than I used to be.
I had a lot of difficulty coping with the idea that my father would die soon. When it was very clear that time was running out for him. Then accepting his actual death when it happened. I know it sounds trite, but the fact that a person who'd always been in my life no longer actually
existed was ... well, quite incomprehensible for quite some time.