Youre request that I seek help is not based upon anything forensic but is only a function of your total ignorance of US history.
President Trump will be remembered as the second greatest POTUS of all time after Lincoln. Lincoln gave the blacks back their human dignity, Trump gave America back to Americans.
History will not look kindly at those who raged with TDS. They will rightly be remembered as fools, similar to ancient people who believed the earth was flat.
Even though he came from a wealthy family, Donald Trump is the closest thing we will ever see to a normal, regular person becoming president. Trump is the only person in our lifetimes who became president who wasn't part of the deep state, and who wasn't involved with shadowy groups like Bilderberg and the like.
If you have any family or friends, please seek mental health treatment for their sake. There is hope out there if you let people help you. One day with some work you might be able to see that president Trump is not the cause of all the bad things that have ever happened to you in your life. Please take care of yourself and work to become well.