what does it mean??

She's (maybe) trying to have her cake and eat it, too.

Someone who waffles like this is only going to hurt you (not necessarily deliberately). Do both of you a favor and go no contact for at least a month and then reassess.

Do you know what it is that holds her back from having a relationship with you?

Well, actually she was in a rough patch relationship when we first met. We started off as friends then it got weird. We both knew it was a bad idea to keep seeing each other but everytime we hangout, it felt like we’re on a date.

We didn’t talk for a while. Little did I know, she ended her relationship and met a new girl.

We saw each other again and telling me that the new girl reminded her of me all those things that we don’t match and have any mutual friends. I think a few weeks after we last met, she broke up with the new girl.

She was sorry and all and I guess she really wanted to move on.