Dream from last week.
I was getting in my car after work. It was dark out, like it is so many times when I leave my office. (never seem to get out on time.)
I had just shut the door when I hear the sound of someone walking on the concrete towards my car. I reached over to lock the door and just as I put my hand on it, the door opened.
The next thing I know this person is in the car with me. I am shoved back against my seat with his body pushing hard into mine. I was struggling as hard as I could but to no avail.
When I would open my mouth and scream, I could feel the cloth from his jacket slip inside my mouth.. (he was pressed that close to me)
He pushes me down on the seat and the feel of his hands SO GRAPHICALLY on my body sent me screaming.........and I woke up.
The man in my dreams was my X.
His touch was so real, that when I woke myself up out of the dream, I just laid there in fear. Looking around the room. Almost sure he was actually in there with me.
As I laid there......I began to wonder if the actual dream woke me up...or if I had screamed out loud and that is what woke me.
Regardless it was so real.