I woulda just shot John Tesh instead.

Johnnie Carl, 57, the conductor of the Crystal Cathedral Orchestra committed suicide Friday at the landmark glass and steel church after a nine-hour standoff that began just before congregants prepared for a Christmas pageant.
Carl reportedly had an argument with an employee Thursday evening. He then returned to his office, fired four shots and barricaded himself in a bathroom. Police attempted to talk to him, however, Carl shot himself to death.
According to authorities, Carl had grappled with depression and was hospitalized for depression weeks before taking his life. Carl's wife Linda said her husband stopped taking a drug that helped him control manic depression because he was concerned about the possibility it might harm his kidneys. Three weeks ago Carl was admitted to the University of California, Irvine, Medical Center when his condition worsened. He was at the medical center for about 5 days. But his wife said she didn't think he was entirely stabilized.
Carl conducted at the cathedral for nearly 30 years and also worked with stars such as Celine Dion, John Tesh and Lee Greenwood.