self harm without pain

Please call the suicide prevention hotline at
1-800-273-TALK (or 1-800-273-8255 ), same number. Immediately.

If you are thinking of harming yourself or worse, that is a tragedy. Please call now. Your life is precious.

Please get professional help today. Discuss your situation with your parents or a trusted adult.

Do NOT tell your crush or a boyfriend. They're too young and/or inexperienced and that sort discussion can be way beyond most young person's ability to help. Besides, that would be manipulative and counter-productive as it would probably send that crush running for the hills.

You're not thinking and feeling clearly or in a way that is safe. Teen-aged emotions and issues can be and are overwhelming to many. You're not alone.

There is no such thing as self-harm without pain. You are calling attention to others to the fact that you're suffering... which is an indication you need professional help.

Posting such comments here online to strangers is not going to get you the kind of help you really need with your pain. You have our attention but now get help in the real world.

Idk how, besides, I wouldn't want to anyways

Good then.

This will sound like a scolding grandma, but I might be older than that.

From my reading of your posts, you have no interest in school or learning in general. Maybe you have interest in learning in general but that we don't get to see it, but you seem all about who likes you..

The thing is, you would be better off interested about you. I don't mean this as scolding, but to open your eyes. Find out what you are interested in.

What if I'm interested in death

You have been advised by several here to seek professional help. Please do so. If you're just yanking our chains, shame on you.

I'll repeat what Blickers has advised you previously. There nothing anyone will suggest to you which you've listened :

Please call the suicide prevention hotline at
1-800-273-TALK (or 1-800-273-8255 ), same number. Immediately.

If you are thinking of harming yourself or worse, that is a tragedy. Please call now. Your life is precious

I don't know how to answer that - aren't you the least bit interested in life? As others say, you need to talk.

On the other hand, you are talking about kissing on the first date..

You need to figure out your drama.