Gender Identity

I would really love somebody's help! I am a girl im 19 going on 20. Only recently in the past few months have i been paranoid abouty gender identity. I had been watching things about Caitlyn Jenner over the summer. And througb my curiositties about if i was a boy started to scare me and made me think maybe i am transgender. I feel very out of myself right now. Like im lost. As a child i was very girly, and always by my own choice. It was not forced. I loved lip gloss. I loved dresses. I never like sports or playing outside. I love love love dancing. And i was also very boy crazy. But all of a sudden as im trying to find myself, i don't want to say i dont like these things anymore but i am very curious about what is on the other side. Possibly being a boy never ever crossed my mind until i watched Caitlyns story and honestly being transgender is something i don't feel like i can handle. It would be cool to be a boy. I think boys are very cool. I dk wonder what it is like to have make genitals, or act like a boy or even have facial hair. And i am extremely hairy was always very self conscious and annoyed by the hair on my face and because i have these paranoid thoughts of wanting to be a male i almost feel i am diving myself crazy because of my tomboyish tendencies and almost makong myself feel as if this is something i may want to do. But that is so scary. I want this to go away. Like how can i change so much from one mental state to another. I loved being a girl growing up. And i don't dislike it now. I didnt have body dysphoria just a wish for smaller boobs because i thought they were cuter on dancers. Ive never really liked having boobs i always thought they felt a little gross. Like pieces of fat hanging from my chest. And i always wanted to be skinnier. And i don't necessarily dislike being a girl. But hey sometimes i do want to be a boy and i don't want to be in denial if i am transgender. I just want to know what's going on and if i freaking myseld out.