@Frank Apisa,
I have been where your at. Now I'm where I am. The biggest test of all for a born again Christian is if they can keep what they believe under pressure from the knowledge of man. You see I never know what verse the Holy Spirit is going to give me. But it is such a joy when He does. Now if I didn't talk to people(all kinds of people) and give them a chance to change my mind. The Holy Spirit wouldn't have any reason to deliver me with a verse. People have laid logic on me that couldn't be disputed with human wisdom. But it can be disputed with the Word of God. That is what feeds my faith, and makes it grow.
Its all built in the system of Christianity. I think that's why the bible says the only real truth is the Word of God.
John 17:17-19
17 "Sanctify them by Your truth. Your word is truth.
18 "As You sent Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world.
19 "And for their sakes I sanctify Myself, that they also may be sanctified by the truth.
(NKJ)