I imagine like Elvis you've left the building.
Ahleigh, we do not know that the future holds sheez, your "God" doesn't because man keeps changing things and Man doesn't.
Off course parents worry ? They don't have children to please themselves, they have a child for love, out of love for each other.. You make it sound as if the pleasing of sex goes hand in hand with having a child..
Animals kill for survival who the heck will throw a child into the jungle when there is a lion there? I truly hope you seek a little help with your thoughts I get where you are thinking but it's a bit messed up.
No normal "parent" would ever even contemplate taking that risk think about what you just said. They will always protect same as the Lion and its cub.
I don't read the Bible but in my opinion we are here to make the most of life yes? It's up to us to be happy/sad/ can't cope/ cope. The baby born didn't know there was going to be suffering what have you read? How many people on this Earth have suffered and risen above and become what they wanted? How can you state " they wish they didn't exist".
The only conclusion I can come to is Depression... Those don't want to exist and as hard as we try and people do, to help them sometimes they commit suicide, never wanted to exist but you know what, they actually did, the problem was they could not find happiness or what they were after and what ever treatment they received over time, it began to diminish not work.. and so...
There is no violation and you can't talk Christian as really you are talking Depression which is real.
No immortality what so ever .
Don't have a child Ash until you sort through "you" because there you are right you can not bring a child into this world and suggest or teach , preach, or play out, what you wrote here. Best wishes.