Definitely, I wouldn't turn to a mom/dad, with the bloody cruel sadistic historical bihavior of the one you claim to have almost brought your plane down, and actually did literally bring down many others.
I would continue to tell them to leave me alone until my final moment.
I actually was facing death in a horrific and agonizing form in the wilderness a few months back,
I begun rejecting my religious programming less then three years ego.
Still I was empowered enough to tell your God part of my emotions was still clinging to,
To go and drown in his own diharea and similar stuff while still certain that I will meet that mf shortly, on the chance that your claim of his existence turns out truthful.
This kind of mom, had no right to bear a child, and is a harm for its children.