@nothingtodo,
If awareness as a base construct of minor design does indeed exist as a point of smaller origin than the overall collective mass of the surrounding tissues and therefore the surrounding contributors to success in Darwin or any other termed scientific theories, then at some juncture there is a problem to solve RE: start of awareness as a mission parameter of the construct which found itself aware as a singular in the beginning.
The problem cannot be solved by the theories currently put forward.
Due to:
The awareness which amassed a benefit of evolution at bilogical startpoint X which was the acquisition of material required to push forward and develop stage two.
Nothing short of a miracle could create the ability for such an organism to reproduce with a new awareness at the root of such a new biological system. Unless the aquisition of awareness is by collecting point Z from spacetime and treating it so.
The implications are entirely that an awarenesses as yourself exists in every known point of spacetime.
So where does memory fit in this scenario?
Memory as constructed by choice alone (unless environmental factors alter it) must have been chosen to be pushed out into the brain or else only the frequency phase of energy in the brain related to memory retrieval is the trigger mechanism for ramping the charge required for recognition in self.
The term 'must' is to be disregarded henceforth in this document as a flaw of language.Due to the revelation that its use has in the prior paragraph violated the terms of singular belief and is not used in that manner wisely at that juncture given argument at this point is opinion based and not measurable in any way by myself.. To develop any method of deduction is to wish Hell upon the subject, which is against ethical codes of practice. Only theory of provable accuracy can be used beyond this juncture or else a wave of unethical testing begins.
I am in a fortunate position relative to this, I know one factor at minimum beyond many to be true.
1. Memory of self exists.
2. Memory of choice exists.
3. Memory of desire exists (desire primarily at base root is defined as that root in terms of survival establishment)
4. Memory of threat exists.
5. Memory of prior comprehension that threats are not what they seem most often exists.
6. Memory of worldy factors relative to the 'cheat and live' strategy exist. (perceptual transgender paranoia, perhaps, if you dont dominate a man, he dominates you etc.. Which leaves the reluctant whore upset when we do not accept the bribes, so she eventually doesn't attempt them on anyone again, hence we find the cheating strategy allows her to win usually.. But not here, we bounce off the oven door for a seat at it Theres more too that, than there appears, its not entirely how I have written it)
7. Memory that 6 is a failing attempt quite often and alternate methods are then sought exists.
8. Memory of trust mechanics exist.
9. Memory of gender exists.
On....? No doubt, but thats enough.
RE: 8. It seems that the memory of trust mechanics is flawed, the initial expectation according to one companion here, is greatly exagerrating of modern mans abilities, some apparantly expect that the nature of 6 being not part of your 'programming' means you are infallable and therefore either arrogant or not doing what you should be.
Both can only be partially true at the most, given one is insistant upon that absent 6, in light of weight of situation.
Unfortunately my companion here is right "Thats picking me apart" however it is better that, than the alternative, which is "Theres nothing in there" which some find amusing to poke us with. (surprisingly its a belief one can almost see in oneself, without focussing on what there is, 'no rest for the wicked' counters that ever being believed).
So we contain also the desire to find an answer, even if there is not one specifically to be sought at any moment, ' combined' that is the driving attitude to do so. It rarely halts... It is as though without all this there is nothing sometimes and some fear it far too much, given many are pushed away and left to fail (to our minds as people) for appearing that way, though peace is the virtue that they had before we said that. Now it has, in recent centuries turned the other way, the mentally 'extra busy' are deemed a stressful risk, now they are pushed away in a similar fashion and an overall perception of 'requirement for activity' has been forced onto us to counter the possibility of endless searches which may very well lead nowhere, more often than anywhere of interest. The same can be said of single persons, though it is more pronounced in duality/triality of self.
At this juncture I have two conclusions to draw from my experiences here, one of which apparantly is the truth. (based on the entirety of what happened over the last 10 to 30 years, based on my own memories of all this and the combined desire of all parties to fully know the truth).
1. I have been seated with person/s of some worrisome repute. (how they are worrisome or exactly why is not provable, in evidenciary terms)
2. God exists and tests us with that.
3. A combination of those two.
I seriously cannot believe that for the sake of what I remember, this argument took this level of fixing. It therefore is because I dropped matches, because of things I do not remember or because of the former life of one of us.
So am I this test area for seperating the fallers into the 'black spot of the beast' or has that really been my life? I ask God.
God does not always know the full truth. Therefore God punishes even the innocent to clarify his position. Though that does according to all I have witnessed take place here and in a place outside our vision but not disconnected to us in one way or another.
So then, Angels are external again, it is just unlikely I will be meeting any 'classic' ones due to the implied requirement for security of situation. The term 'angel' is for the parts of God who are collectively calm and generating benefit on others. (though clearly I have met an assortment of life amidst this).
Now back to the question of relevance.
That life coated itself in elements and began moving, is somewhat the strange answer.
So it seems that maybe some did, but a lot was moved to find itself that way with system flow as the cause.
So the difference between lifeforms of primarily non-biological makup can be changed and is not as consequential as it seems, since a lifeform can be created by other lifeforms by willing such in a spahere around a point in spacetime, though to do so inevitably captures up points which were aware as singular life already.
Then they are called 'one' and because they believe it, they must be of the one direction, which may be impossible, much like this situation sometimes is.
So thats crazy.... Insanity is worse and entirely different.
So what does that do?
Gets called upon when absolute requirement demands ceaseless short term repair of critical situations to the whole, in other words calm continues at the normal rate for everyone else (within reason, depending on how much they have on thier homelife plate, they may up the rate too) Though we will burn ourselves out as only the one function to get things fixed at that time for you. It is not useless, just not really required and thats good.
Also the added bonus that death is a mere step away always, means we will make excellent rear guard sharphooters for retreating units.
A bit dramtic they say... Though its better than 'do not help in the war'. Which is apparently what we are told.. that seemed odd always to all of us... excepting when 'peace' is the only way, when we are supposed to know how to create it, from the mess of war.
That aside.. anything else?
I would appreciate some time off from this thought hammering decade.