@ossobuco,
Ehn, Osso, never mind your posts... certainly you remember your Beliefs many years ago?
I sure remember mine. I've had many people tell me when I "grew up" I'd come to believe in God.
This never did happen (I'm 47 now). I never did, and never will, believe in God/Jesus/Higher Powers. I can't help it.
I think it would be Great to think some "Guardian Angels" gave a flying **** about me, but all evidence points to the fact that not only do they NOT care about me, they do not, in fact, exist at all.
I often feel alone in my certainty, and envy those who think prayers/angels matter or are real. I've never been able to "go there," where gods/angels exist.
Still, wouldn't it be just great if I thought Guardian Angels existed, or God gave a damn about my prayers? I'd feel protected and cared for.
When I was 3 or 4, and prayed to God to Stop my father from raping/torturing me, I got NO response or help, at all. That was the end of my praying.
Anyone who'd like to deny this fact, Feel Free. I'm unlikely to respond.