@Rockhead,
Why??????? I dont understand......... all I did was love him.... why? Nothing more, nothing less, unconditional - the opposite to all he ever knew - never asked anything from him..... boy meets girl, girl meets boy, no strings, no other halves - fall in love and he made it complicated. Lived together - but couldnt face my son, so ran. on off on off - 18 months.............Bloody dipstick! Why'd he do this for the last 18 months..... why did he keep coming back and why does he have to live dishonestly with his kids. We know why - my BigBoy - my son - his duaghter hates my son coz her Dad loved him........ so we are a secret. F8ing pants!!!!!!!!!!! I shouldnt be posting. Funny thing is, i think people think we are having an affair - HA - that's a joke....... we live alone (him and his 19yr old daugher, me and the little fella - it's just ridiculous. I don't wanna live with him.... just wanna a cuppa, hug, relationship, not be a lie! Not much really.
Aretha
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nfJ1X7THwFw
and the morning chorus has started and the sun will be up soon and i dont ever want to sleep again - ought to climb the stairs......... not sure i can - dunno what i;m writing now. can't see
