Tue 17 Nov, 2009 09:34 pm - Yes I do blabber to him all the time in my head, not out loud, I know his body is in under all that dirt which is a strange feeling and I have always taken it for granted seeing cemeteries with all... (view)
Tue 17 Nov, 2009 09:22 pm - No she's still too fragile at the moment and now struggling to make ends meet now that Dad has gone ie mortgage, I just think that 'what she doesn't know wont hurt her'. (view)
Tue 17 Nov, 2009 09:13 pm - Im sorry for your loss......if I had my way I would not go at all, but this guilt thing which is all my own, forces me to go and I don't like it, its just too stressful. (view)
Tue 17 Nov, 2009 09:00 pm - Thanks guys, I cant talk to my friends about it as they all have their parents still and they all say the same thing.....they don't know how they are going to handle it when its their turn?... (view)
Tue 17 Nov, 2009 08:44 pm - I feel I should go at least once a month and sit and have a chat, but I cant and the reason I feel guilty is that he is my 'Dad' and every one else in my family seems to always stop in... (view)
