I have visions, can predict well, i feel feelings of others, feel their feelings as if theyre my own, have visions of their lives, i have good sense, can sense well, ive came to understand much within the past 2 1/2 years, much, well, ive mentioned things out of sarcasm involving predictions of mine of the actions of my enemy unintentionally giving my enemy what he needed to support his false accusations against my person out of my anger and frustration, ive mentioned as mentioned several times or more. I feel not one soul other than you Lord will understand. I pray for faith to become so much stronger than it is now for courage, wisdom, strength, understanding, knowledge, love and more similar to strengthen of me, for the lives of those around me to be safe.
God. I feel not one will ever understand before I leave this world. I believe not one sees what I see, may never feel what I feel. Lord. I intend to keep my promise to you. God. If it is I can read minds and dont realize I can read minds I pray you forgive me for not understanding. I pray you help me understand. If it is not that I can read minds that Im not understanding I pray you disregard this possible thought of mine.
If my confessions are not true then I should be dead right now having gone 9 full days without food while in jail, a separate cell having hardly any water to drink, missed breakfast and lunch the 10th day. I truly believe with as weak as I was, the ending of my confessions with the following, God. If my confessions are a lie I pray you take my life tonight as I sleep and judge me.
Joel 2:12
Therefore also now, saith the Lord, turn ye even to me with all your heart, and with fasting, and with weeping, and with mourning:
Matthew 6:18
That thou appear not unto men to fast, but unto thy Father which is in secret: and thy Father, which seeth in secret, shall reward thee openly.
As far as I losing the weight in order for I to be considered acceptable by society/people/the average supposed adult, not one soul may see or believe it but I see it every day. I have faith not because I have visions but because I believe in myself. I know, am very aware, of my capabilities. I understand very well. From this point forward I honestly refuse to have anything to do with one who refuses to understand/have faith in my person/or who insists on listening, believing the negativity, gossip, ill spoken words of my person, until one honestly has a change of heart.- one who wholeheartedly attempts to understand. Didnt say it would happen I refusing to have anything to do with one because theres the possibility one of such ignorance attempting to communicate with me. Now let the rest of my life be in secret.
Matthew 5:43,44
Ye have heard that it hath been said, Thou shalt love thy neighbour, and hate thine enemy. But I say unto you, Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you;
Matthew 6:9-13
After this manner therefore pray ye: Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil: For thine is the kingdom, and the power, and the glory, for ever. Amen.
Matthew 5:8
Blessed are the pure in heart: for they shall see God.
Matthew 5:7
Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy.
Matthew 5:9
Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.
