Mom Of 2, with not much to offer this world other than my nurturing loving nature. A mentor of mine recently said something to me that brought me to tears, She had suggested after a recent tragedy that I take it to god. Knowing I had once been heavily involved in the church she hoped coaxing me to return would bring me some comfort. She has known me since i was in middle school, and she said to me "He will make you a wife and a mother, and give you someone to take care of you like you so desperately want." I wept, If that doesn't describe me in a nutshell I don't know what does. I am horribly damaged and have no concept of self discipline or what healthy traits to look for in others, and this has lead me down a path of heartache.
Sun 31 Dec, 2017 11:16 am - I have, and I mean, its mostly me and my daughter, i am her main caregiver, and I don't believe in removing the father completely, and precautions can always be made for visitation no matter... (view)
Sun 31 Dec, 2017 11:13 am - I guess as with all situations, its terribly hard to explain every aspect of it, the selfish part may be that with my condition, which is pretty much the same thing as post traumatic stress... (view)
Sat 30 Dec, 2017 10:16 am - I should also mention, emotionally he is the most unsupportive selfish person I've ever met, its literally as if he does not have the mental capacity to feel empathy. He uses "people just... (view)
Sat 30 Dec, 2017 10:13 am - I have been in this relationship for close to 2 years coming up, we have a child that is almost a year old, if that doesn't tell you a lot right there I don't know what might. Since day... (view)
