To the members of this site.

Listen I know that to some of you I pmd botherd you without knowing you. I know that my pm status will not be lifted, for it has been taken away. Though I wish to make a satement why I pmd certain people.
I am drugfree and in the middle of a book to help people that suffer from drug addiction. The other night my little brother who is three states away went to a party. Where he and his friend overdosed. They are both alive luckily. But before I found out they're status of live or dead. I found myself on this computer at around two in the morning. Scared looking for someone to talk to. So I pmd the people on line seeking for them to join me in chat. I was scared about my brother and his friend. Its alright my pms are gone big deal those of you that care about me, pm me instead.
In the last yr I have been to six funerals, of people that died that were once good friends of mine. Untill I stopped using drugs. I was thinking now about having to go to his. sorry. Also I wish to state that I have only pmd 3 people in a week so I do not understand the statement made to me about an overpouring of my pms that bother people. If people want to complain here's your chance.