Quote:Damn Heeven, MMS, we can't change the past, can we?
EOE, I wish we could. That old saying.."If I only knew than, what I know now..." sticks in my mind. I would have definitly skipped some things I have to look back on and would rather not remember.
Well, there was another post of mine that I indulged my alcohol habits in. You might as well label me a young teenage alcoholic, because thats basically what I was. I drank...and drank big, and how I got away with it at times, I'll never know, but I did.
I married young, and we had a big time for 8 or so years, till the first pregnancy, and I quit drinking. I had a rough go with it, I'd crave beer, not to count that was one of our spells of playing poker on Friday Nights every week, so it was worse because everyone was drinking and smoking....but I never caved in...I fought it...and did without.
Up until the pregnacy, weekends usually consisted of a half gallon of Vodka on Friday nights, and usually a 30 pack on Sat...and Sun. (Yes, by myself) The husband had gotten to working swing-shift, and I would go out with friends, as long as I was home before he was...he didn't care what I did. (At that point in our marriage) So..I was usually drunk as a piss ant 5 nights out of the week. And yes...I'd get up and go the work the next day never missing a lick. It had gotten to the point where I very seldom had a hangover...which was scary. I soppose I have outgrown that.
Do I drink now? Yea....it kinda goes in spells.
A couple of weekends ago, I was into the Rum/OJ, this past week...I sat and drank beer while doing homework, this past Sunday..I sat and drank a few beers while shelling pecans..lol Up until a couple of weekends ago, it was Febuary since the last drink. ....so it goes in spells.