bella dea thanks for the kind wise words. You are right one shouldn't regret the past, besides it is a waste of time just soemtimes i do anyway... but I'm over that now.
Infrablue my parents were around but I had my ways of doing things and they ahs there own problems. I mean i still maintained decent enough marks etc so they would never have a reason to prevent me from doing things besides there was a lot of stuff going on in the household at the time.