About love and limerence: do I still love him?

Hello there! I'm new here (let me know if I need to do my presentation)

Three months ago I broke up with my ex boyfriend because we were arguing too much in that period, but I still loved him a lot and truly think he is my soul mate
The problem is, since I was so mad at him and thought society would judge me for having a relationship with him even tho we argued so much, I decided to find another boyfriend on a dating app

While looking at the guys in the dating app, I didn't truly want to find another boyfriend but still wanted my ex
Unfortunately I found a guy on Badoo that I immediately started to find interesting but a few days after talking to him, I had already lost interest but felt that I didn't love my ex anymore at the same time

Now, after three months, I don't care at all about the guy on Badoo but I still feel like I don't love my ex like I used too and I can't explain how frustrating this is because I was madly in love with him
I still care about him a lot and want him to be my boyfriend and I would marry him
Currently we are trying to fix our relationship

The thing is: when I touch his skin it doesn't feel as good as it was and the world seems less colorful and warm (you know the feeling of seeing everything more colorful when you're in love) and I don't like sex with him anymore
Apart from this, we still have a fantastic connection mentally and I still like kissing him and saying "I love you", even if a bit less
I don't see him as a friend in the absolute way and I truly want to feel like I used to and marry him

I hope this is not too confusing
Now, do you think I could get my "madly in love" feeling back? Do you think I stopped loving him totally or is it just the limerence phase that is gone?