My night strange behaviors of sleepwalking and talking.

IM 53 FEMALE AND RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN BEHAVING VERY STRANGE. THE EPISODES ARE HAVING VERY DRAMATIC EFFECTS ON MY PARTNER AND EVEN MORE SO ON MYSELF AND MY SURROUNDINGS. I SLEEP PRETTY HEAVILY FOR A NORMAL PERSON MEANING IM HOME WITHOUT A JOB DUE TO SOME SPINE INJURIES DISC HERNIATTION AND SO I HAVE ALL DAY TO SLEEP IF I WANT AND I DO SOME DAYS AS THE PAIN MAKES ME DEPRESSED AND UNINTERESTED IN EVEN DOING ANYTHING SOME DAYS. I STARTED INTO MY MENAPAUSE 3 YRS NOW AND HAVE PUT ON GROSS WEIGHT THAT I AM UNABLE TO LOSE OR MANAGE. ID SAY THAT IT IS LIKELY TO BE THE BIGGEST OF MY DEPRESSION PROBLEMS AND I FEEL LIKE I DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ANYTHING OF MY FORMER SELF. MY PROBLEMS IN SLEEP BEGAN RECENTLY TO BE REAL HARD TO UNDERSTAND. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE IT HAPPENS WHEN IM WIDE AWAKE. I WAS SCRUBBING MY HUSBANDS SHIRT COLLARS RECENTLY AND HAD ALL MY HANDY SCRUBBERS AND SOAPS AND SPRAYS JUST GOING TO TOWN ON THESE WORK SHIRTS BECAUSE MY HUSBANDS BEEN COMPLAING ABOUT HIS CLOTHES SMELLING UNFRESH AND DINGY AT WORK. MID WAY I REALISE THAT I AM COMING OUT OF WHAT FELT LIKE A FULL BLOWN CONVERSATION AND I WAS SAYING QUITE OUT LOUD WHAT IS THIS, IS THIS FOR REAL, WHATS GOING ON HERE, AS I WAS STANDING OUTSIDE IN THE BACKYARD ON MY LAWN TALKING TO SOMEONE I THOUGHT. IT STARTELED ME AWAKE FULLY MY HEART WAS POOUNDING AND I WAS AFRAID BECAUSE THERE IS AN APARTMENT COMPLEX BEHIND MY HOUSE AND I WQULD BE QUITE VISIABLE TO THE NEIGHBORS AND THE STREET. I WAS REALLY SHOCKED ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED SO I WENT IN WOKE MY HUSBAND AND TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED. THEN THE NEXT NIGHT AROUND 10PM I WAS AGAIN UP AND AWAKE STANDING DOING DISHES WHEN I FOUND MYSELF IN A TRANCE TALKING TO SOMEONE ABOUT SOMETHING VERY ACTIVELY MOVING FROM THE LIVING ROOM AND OTHER ROOMS OF THE HOUSE LIKE TRYING TO KEEP THE INTREST OF WHOMEVER I WAS TALKING TOO. I WOULD SNAP AWAKE AND JUST BE SURPRISED THAT I WAS ACTING LIKE I WAS SLEEP WALKING, I WASNT EVEN TIRED IN THE SLIGHTEST SO JUST WENT BACK TO SWEEPING AND WIPING THE STOVE WHEN AAGAIN WAM IM WAKING UP STARTLED AND YELLING OUT WOW OMG AND DROPPING PANS TO THE FLOOR THIS ALL WOKE MY HUSBAND OVER 8-10 EPISODES IN A SINGLE NIGHT GETTING MORE STARTLING AND NOW IM TAKING THE CONVERSATIONS TO DARK CORNERS OF MY HOME AND WAM EACH TIME YELLING AND DROPPING THINGS I HAD IN HAND INCLUDING PANS OF FOOD KNIVES GLASSES AND CUPS OF WATER AND FOOD FROM MY CUBBARDS. I HAD MY HUSBAND OUT OF BED NOW YELLING AT ME GO TO BED. SO I DID WHILE I CONTINUED TO TALK ALL THRU THE NIGHT AND I HAD MANY TRIPS BACK TO THE FRONT PORCH AND HAD UNLOCKED THE DOORS AND WAS TALKING ON THE DRIVE WAY AS WELL AS IN THE BATHROOM SLAMMING THE DRAWERS CABINETS AND FELL OFF MY TOILET TURNED ON WATER AND DROPPING SHAVING ITEMS ON MY WOOD FLOORS WICH WAS VERY LOUD. THESE ASLEEP AND TALKING EPISODES HAVE COME ON MORE AND MORE AND JUST LAST NIGHT I HAD SOME KIND OF WORK TO DO IN THE REFRIGERATOR AND BUSTED MYSELF BENGING ON SLIMFAST SHAK THEN FORCED MYSELF TO THROW IT ALL UP EVERYWHERE AND LEAVING IT . THE MORNING AFTER I HAD COOKED TORTILLAS AND CRUSHED THEM INTO THE CLOTHES I JUST WASHED IN SIDE THE DRYER MY CLOTHES AND HUSBANDS WORK SHIRTS POTATO CHIPS WERE ALL IN FRYING PANS WITH WATER IN THE FRIG. WHATS HAPPENING TO ME. AND THE WORST YET I TOOK A BLADE TO MY FORARMS AND CUT THE WORD TRASH ON ONE ARM AND AHUGE T ON THE OTHER. IT LOOKS SO HORRIBLE IM ASHAMED AND HAVENT LEFT MY HOME AT ALL IT WASNT DEEP BUT HUGE RED SCABBING LETTERS ARE HEALING ON MY FOREARMS.
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IM 53 FEMALE AND RECENTLY I HAVE BEEN BEHAVING VERY STRANGE. THE EPISODES ARE HAVING VERY DRAMATIC EFFECTS ON MY PARTNER AND EVEN MORE SO ON MYSELF AND MY SURROUNDINGS. I SLEEP PRETTY HEAVILY FOR A NORMAL PERSON MEANING IM HOME WITHOUT A JOB DUE TO SOME SPINE INJURIES DISC HERNIATTION AND SO I HAVE ALL DAY TO SLEEP IF I WANT AND I DO SOME DAYS AS THE PAIN MAKES ME DEPRESSED AND UNINTERESTED IN EVEN DOING ANYTHING SOME DAYS. I STARTED INTO MY MENAPAUSE 3 YRS NOW AND HAVE PUT ON GROSS WEIGHT THAT I AM UNABLE TO LOSE OR MANAGE. ID SAY THAT IT IS LIKELY TO BE THE BIGGEST OF MY DEPRESSION PROBLEMS AND I FEEL LIKE I DONT EVEN RECOGNISE ANYTHING OF MY FORMER SELF. MY PROBLEMS IN SLEEP BEGAN RECENTLY TO BE REAL HARD TO UNDERSTAND. ESPECIALLY BECAUSE IT HAPPENS WHEN IM WIDE AWAKE. I WAS SCRUBBING MY HUSBANDS SHIRT COLLARS RECENTLY AND HAD ALL MY HANDY SCRUBBERS AND SOAPS AND SPRAYS JUST GOING TO TOWN ON THESE WORK SHIRTS BECAUSE MY HUSBANDS BEEN COMPLAING ABOUT HIS CLOTHES SMELLING UNFRESH AND DINGY AT WORK. MID WAY I REALISE THAT I AM COMING OUT OF WHAT FELT LIKE A FULL BLOWN CONVERSATION AND I WAS SAYING QUITE OUT LOUD WHAT IS THIS, IS THIS FOR REAL, WHATS GOING ON HERE, AS I WAS STANDING OUTSIDE IN THE BACKYARD ON MY LAWN TALKING TO SOMEONE I THOUGHT. IT STARTELED ME AWAKE FULLY MY HEART WAS POOUNDING AND I WAS AFRAID BECAUSE THERE IS AN APARTMENT COMPLEX BEHIND MY HOUSE AND I WQULD BE QUITE VISIABLE TO THE NEIGHBORS AND THE STREET. I WAS REALLY SHOCKED ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED SO I WENT IN WOKE MY HUSBAND AND TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED. THEN THE NEXT NIGHT AROUND 10PM I WAS AGAIN UP AND AWAKE STANDING DOING DISHES WHEN I FOUND MYSELF IN A TRANCE TALKING TO SOMEONE ABOUT SOMETHING VERY ACTIVELY MOVING FROM THE LIVING ROOM AND OTHER ROOMS OF THE HOUSE LIKE TRYING TO KEEP THE INTREST OF WHOMEVER I WAS TALKING TOO. I WOULD SNAP AWAKE AND JUST BE SURPRISED THAT I WAS ACTING LIKE I WAS SLEEP WALKING, I WASNT EVEN TIRED IN THE SLIGHTEST SO JUST WENT BACK TO SWEEPING AND WIPING THE STOVE WHEN AAGAIN WAM IM WAKING UP STARTLED AND YELLING OUT WOW OMG AND DROPPING PANS TO THE FLOOR THIS ALL WOKE MY HUSBAND OVER 8-10 EPISODES IN A SINGLE NIGHT GETTING MORE STARTLING AND NOW IM TAKING THE CONVERSATIONS TO DARK CORNERS OF MY HOME AND WAM EACH TIME YELLING AND DROPPING THINGS I HAD IN HAND INCLUDING PANS OF FOOD KNIVES GLASSES AND CUPS OF WATER AND FOOD FROM MY CUBBARDS. I HAD MY HUSBAND OUT OF BED NOW YELLING AT ME GO TO BED. SO I DID WHILE I CONTINUED TO TALK ALL THRU THE NIGHT AND I HAD MANY TRIPS BACK TO THE FRONT PORCH AND HAD UNLOCKED THE DOORS AND WAS TALKING ON THE DRIVE WAY AS WELL AS IN THE BATHROOM SLAMMING THE DRAWERS CABINETS AND FELL OFF MY TOILET TURNED ON WATER AND DROPPING SHAVING ITEMS ON MY WOOD FLOORS WICH WAS VERY LOUD. THESE ASLEEP AND TALKING EPISODES HAVE COME ON MORE AND MORE AND JUST LAST NIGHT I HAD SOME KIND OF WORK TO DO IN THE REFRIGERATOR AND BUSTED MYSELF BENGING ON SLIMFAST SHAK THEN FORCED MYSELF TO THROW IT ALL UP EVERYWHERE AND LEAVING IT . THE MORNING AFTER I HAD COOKED TORTILLAS AND CRUSHED THEM INTO THE CLOTHES I JUST WASHED IN SIDE THE DRYER MY CLOTHES AND HUSBANDS WORK SHIRTS POTATO CHIPS WERE ALL IN FRYING PANS WITH WATER IN THE FRIG. WHATS HAPPENING TO ME. AND THE WORST YET I TOOK A BLADE TO MY FORARMS AND CUT THE WORD TRASH ON ONE ARM AND AHUGE T ON THE OTHER. IT LOOKS SO HORRIBLE IM ASHAMED AND HAVENT LEFT MY HOME AT ALL IT WASNT DEEP BUT HUGE RED SCABBING LETTERS ARE HEALING ON MY FOREARMS.