My brain is filled with endless thoughts and it is driving me insane. I am moving back home and that sucks... I am at work and that sucks.... I am depressed and that sucks..... I can't eat and that sucks..... My relationship is so bumpy right now and that sucks.... and I need to smile but I can't.... I can't eat and that sucks.... I can't be happy and this sucks....
So basically I want to smile and to be happy but I CAN'T STOP THINKING..... So now I am just rambling on and on and on and on and on.... and I have no motivation or inspiration... and I have soo much on my mind....
I just want to go home, pull the shades down and sit in a dark room.... and SLEEP but I can't sleep so why bother.... I didn't want to come to work today but I had to...because everyone is going to ask me what is wrong and I work with my mom so when I say nothing, then they are going to go up to her and ask and she will probably tell them and then they will come back to me and say awwww.. feel better and I don't want them to know.....
WHY??? Ugh....