@nycdad,
nycdad wrote:
I am 56 years old. Age is irrelevant here. I have been talking about the rapture since my teenage years. God is reality. The Scripture is true.
Interesting blind guesses you are making here, nycdad...that "God" is reality and that "Scripture is true."
In your OP you wrote, "However, my relationship with God (I said relationship not religion) has placed in my heart, soul, and mind the confirmation that life does not end in a box 6 feet underground."
You really do have a problem accepting that you are just making blind guesses about what does and does not exist in the REALITY of being!
There are people posting here who feel the same way in the opposite direction. They express certainty that NO GODS exist (or certainty that it is more likely that no gods exist than that at least one does)...and they are certain that "death" ends it all.
All they are doing is making blind guesses about the REALITY. Surely you can see that. Why can you not see that that is all you are doing also?
Supposedly that god you worship requires that you be truthful. Why not take the god up on that...and simply acknowledge that you truly do not know (and shouldn't be making that kind of assertion), but that you just want very much for it to be so.
If it is so...if the god exists...it will understand, right?
Your god would not punish you for simply being truthful, right?