BEING GAY

After my first sexual gay experience I have become unable to be that sexual attracted to woman, as I am to being sexual attracted to men. I find woman more attracted than men, but as I said, I am much more sexually attracted to men.
After I have a gay sexual encounter, I say no more. But it has been four years since my first gay sexual encounter---and every time I say no more ---but after a short time---which is getting less and less--I seek out gay sex. My sexual attraction to men is exceptional.
Do I appear to be gay and if so how do I accept it?