Hi everyone! This is actually my first post here
and this is also my first post where I am completely unidentifiable and anonymous and so far, just posting this is already helping me. You see, I am an engineering student, on my 2nd year this year, and it hasn't been easy, it never was but today is really, really hard. Today was the first time that suicidal thoughts crept into my mind. I just feel really tired. Tired of all the expectations, tired of all my assumptions, tired of everything.
If you were me, what would you do? I just want the heavy feeling to go away.