@Medusax,
Medusax,
Thank you for your reply. I am aware that sliding a phone over to oneself does not incriminate my boyfriend for having an affair. What it said to me was, ding! ding! ding! BOUNDARIES.
I'm a boundary oriented person. I respect other peoples boundaries in a large way personally, technologically, physically, and emotionally. I felt that there was a LAX in the awareness of boundaries between the two which made me uncomfortable.
Since this incident, there have been other incidences to such a degree that they have accumulated.
What I have learned about unfaithful partners is, it's never ONE incident. It's an accumulation of incidences that become ONE collection of uncertainties, oddness, observations that do not fulfill the normal pattern of respect and faithfulness you normally see in a faithful partner. So, yes, this incident stood out.
Because of the accumulation of incidences I have confronted my boyfriend thoroughly. He suggested we go to counseling. That was a nice suggestion and we have had one session. I have enjoyed my relationship with my boyfriend in a large way. However, this issue has become a big one. It is pulling our relationship apart. Although this is upsetting for me, I understand my values, what is important to me, while questioning if he fits in with my values.
No one is perect. But a mutual platform must be found in order to maintain cohesiveness with each persons inividuality. At this time we are on different platforms.
I think that he and his female 'friend' have been having an affair. In confrtonting him, he has denied it. Most people do, early on. However, the tension is escalating. His ability to contiue denying it is becoming smaller and smaller. A brief private conversation with our therapist confirmed the same suspicions from him.
You can't force someone to be honest if they don't want to. But, myself in this situation, I can make decisions for myself that are healthy for me. I have indicated that I will be ending our relationship at our next meeting. He informed the therapist he wants to stay together and please help us. I would love to believe him. I would love to stay together. But his lack of continuity in what he says compared to what has been demonstrated soooooooo doesn't match.
We'll see how it goes. Thank you for your comment. It IS a ******* RED FLAG just as you stated.