I fall in love with my straight friend collegue and i come out to him

Your friend was as nice to you as he possibly could be. Consider how kind he has been about this.

Find other friends to spend time with. You don't have to cut him out of your life, but if you balance your time with more people, it will be a lot easier on you.

Today i message him again saying "good morning how r you " and he answer me by saying " First you hurt and then
You ask how you are.is like if someone shot you in the head and then asked if you bothered the noise "

Than i ask if we can talk in person and he say sorry but we already speak about it i dont want to speak anymore i need time and distanze form you

I dont know how to behave monday help me

Then hold back and don't talk to him if you can. You're at work, be professional.

And now that he's being difficult about it, you really need to cultivate other friendships.

This is why I hate it when gay folks fall for their closest straight friends. At the absolute best, it's awkward and weird. At the worst, the friendship tanks completely and people are hurt.

Please find other people to spend time with. Even if they don't interest you romantically.

Stop putting all your relationship "eggs" into one basket.

I cant stay without watching him i so mad in love that i can do anything i have a lot of frinds but he was the only one so near to me

I start work with him and other 8 people in call centre he very goos person always smile is make jokes he always come to me and make me laugh

Is not married is 41 year old and he said i have only 1 relation of 2 year with woman then he never had anything he live alone

On his break he always come to me sit near me and make me laugh and he say that he like me when i smile and i said that if you smile my smile is automatic reponse

I am not gay i am bisexual

The work place is huge and there like 50 agent working he was always near me we was taking on phone every weekend and he said thet i am the only person how he give his number and talk every weekend

Now the change desk and his desk is near me **** i am fell soffocated