@Ravei,
If you loved her, you wouldn't be giving her what you refer to as vulgar talk or avoiding her.
You don't love her. You find her attractive. Those are two far, far different things. Frankly, you don't sound like a grown man. In your post, you sound like a four-year-old who didn't get candy.
Next time a woman catches your eye -- please, for the love of God:
- Don't claim to love her unless you have known her for a while and have been dating for a while -- as in at least 3 (preferably, 6) months
- No pouting when you don't get your way
- No "vulgar talk" when you don't get your way
- No "sad face" trying to make her feel guilty when you don't get your way
As for avoiding someone where there's no connection, that part is perfectly fine. It's the rest of it that just makes you look whiny and self-centered.
A few looks don't mean anything.
Repeat after me:
It's not love when you're just looking.
Hell, get that as a tattoo if it'll help.
Just looking is interest and attraction. Maybe it's a crush. It's not love. Love happens when you know someone and you deeply care about them, and you spend time together and you don't care if they aren't at their best. That's not what this is.