@Joseph1017,
Joseph1017 wrote:
My whole life, I've always been this introvert who people didn't really care about, mostly all alone in my house everyday.
If the above is the core of your personality, and this:
Joseph1017 wrote:
I've experimented a lot with drinking alcohol even though I'm underage. It once got to the point where I drank too much hard liquor and puked it out after letting it sit in for over an hour. Sorry I told you that. What a horrible experience that was. Now, I only drink beer occasionally. It helps me sooth the stress I have to deal with in reality
Is the result of you trying to find a way of dealing with being depressed and not much of a contact seeker, well, if you combine that with your question, I get the sense that what you really want is somebody who makes you the center of their existence. It sounds like a sort of scream to the world that says: "See? I matter! There ARE people who care a lot about me!"
Mind you, you could get a puppy. They too are in the habit of showing unconditional love and making their master the center of their universe. Not a good potential sex partner though, I'll give you that.
Thing is, this type of a person:
Joseph1017 wrote:
The way she's so obsessive, fantasizing the future with her boyfriend, and not afraid to be a bit crazy in front of him really turns me on. Maybe it's the way she clings to him like a magnet. Wanting to know more about his family without him knowing about it. Haha, is it crazy to say I would be turned on even more if she read every message sent on my phone? How about if the waited for me in bed as I was coming home from work, sending me five messages a second?
Would probably not make for this:
Joseph1017 wrote:
it would be one hell of an experience.
But more to a rearrangement of the words: it would be one's experience of hell.
Furthermore, think about this: a girl with the type of personality you describe would need help to function in society without being in danger of winding up in a mental health care facility or, god forbid, prison. Now you wish to find a girl like this, and actually encourage this kind of behavior?
Also, given that you talk about a
first relationship, it sounds as if you would not see this as a permanent life arrangement. However, the type of personality you describe actually DOES. She will intend to stay in there for the long haul, and she won't accept you breaking things of and leaving. And even if you DO manage to extricate yourself from her life, think about the state you will leave her in: you wish to do that to a girl simply because it would be a thrill of an experience?
Ok, I'm done saying why I think this is a bad idea. Now as for your question: I don't know, really. It's not as if it's a character trait that people willingly share with others. And the type of information that would point you in the right direction, such as restraining orders, are not exactly readily available for the public.
You would need to be lucky, I guess. I think your best bet would be to search online for guys your age who complain about their psycho gf's, and then make sure to apply a liberal 'BS' filter, as guys your age are wont to exaggerate stuff like that. Finding some guys who dated the same girl and had similar complaints might be a good way to find someone, but it would be like trying to find a needle in a haystack.
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