@TommyKnocker,
In the 1950s and -60s. the United States Army conducted studies on two conditions--the effect of frequent shift changes (which disrupt sleep patterns) and the effect of sleep deprivation. They were able to review the effects on tens of thousands of service members. During the Second World War, the Army had provided amphetamines to front-line troops, and Army surgeons alleged that sleep deprivation is dangerous. The studies showed that routine, low-level sleep deprivation, from frequent shift changes or the failure to get eight hours of sleep each night, contributed to the degradation of motor skills, and characterized the decision-making processes of sleep-deprived individuals as being flawed, potentially fatally flawed. They determined that chronic, acute sleep deprivation (such as your four hours per night) can lead to what the researchers described as classic psychosis. That is, it lead to a loss of contact with external reality. I know this because I was personally very sleep deprived just before and during my return to the United States from overseas. On the "red tail," the flight back to the States, I went about 60 hours without sleep before, during and after the flight. I guarantee you that I had completely lost touch with reality.
DJs who have gone without sleep for days during radio station promotion stunts have reported this same state of a complete divorce from reality. Sleep research is now a relatively mature study--amphetamines were discovered in the 1880s, so there is a mountain of methodologically sound data on the effects of such drugs and on sleep deprivation in general.
You're playing with fire, and not only are you likely to get burned, but others could very well suffer. The fact that you are probably now chronically sleep-deprived means that your judgment is sufficiently impaired that you cannot recognize the harm you are doing to yourself. Beware that you aren't harming others. Listen to the people in this thread, and stop playing with fire.