A letter I never sent to my friend who just became a parent.

I wonder when this asshole will stop match me togheter with fagets, everyone's putting togheter their lives and the moment and the fagets work very systematically. I'm talking BMW, leather jacket and untouchable with tiny transsexuals and a bunch of young graduates. We don't know if they've been molested but their like "ghosts" and got everything for free, like it was a queue. I just want my peers to suffer a horrible death and a afterlife in hell for enabling these kind of people in our streets. Everything's heresy like in the film, what did you expect you *** ***. Is there a way to move without taking the whole faget-pack with me, they don't belong in this place. They're a anamoly, and can't adapt to society's norms which something people who's not able to enable these people gets to take a lot of blame. It's so ******* frustrating, wow bdsm-culture.. ok. *** ***.

If I were to move will I bring a bunch of homo's who's misinterpreted my signals for something else? If I were to act violent they start laughing, as well as authorities where I live. This is god's way of punishing you, for your anarchism-existence. They live without any limit and are very distorted mentally. I don't know what to do, if I clearly hide from the street gang who rapes young boys why do you still approach me. How far do I have to take this emotional neglect towards people. I'm not kidding you anymore, every second of my adolescent life I've neglected you and you react upon that. If you read this leave me alone. I don't care about you, and I don't want you to approach me, I don't care if you're a sexual swinger or a bdsm-overlord. Just leave me alone. But I also take your molestation story in considerations, it's an emotion rollercoaster. Mary's voice is like a violin to my ears. Burn in hell!

Even Whitney Houston eased up on the drugs every now and then.

Oh, those homos who misinterpret signals! Tell me about them! How was I to know a leather biker cap and eye shadow meant anything? I just thought they were cool. Like that straight rock band Village People.

Hi

That's not an appropriate behavior. If you were to act like that on the bus and a judge would ask you if you were looking for gay sex on the bus you would be able to have to answer "yes". Therefore you need to listen to what people have to say "their words" and realize the fact that it won't be 100% acceptable to be homosexual no matter what the legislation says. It's not also appropriate to look for someone's supervisor or peers if you see a kid who is not acting as you want it to act, it's manipulation. I'm forced to act, and you keep manipulating. Not just you, but the majority of homosexuals.

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TooFriendly112

Hi!

I live in a industry city where there's a lot of industries. I'm afraid of being raped by other men. It's very unsafe, I rather stay at home or at work. And you have to run a maze everyday. Maybe in a couple of years I can move somewhere else, but I manage to live here so far. I grew up in a close by city. Many has been raped and can't talk or refuses to talk about the warfare that's going on. It's ******* scary!

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TooFriendly112

Hi

I had one gay friend who had a hard time defining himself and his group when he grew up. He tended to hang out with every kind of group, and couldn't act or display emotions like a normal human being would. Everything was driven by instinct and jealousy. Which complicates a lot of communication, how do I for instance show a subjective perspective towards our peers when my friend is wild-firing most every hour and everyday. I don't dislike him, and he eventually did what's right, but he was a real parasite or emotional vampire. Ugh, I prefered to be alone.

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TooFriendly112

Hi!

That sarcastic behavior should be avoided, people could take offense.

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