What is up with the Universe?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I am so angry at life right now. SO super pissed.
I saw the thread by crazielady "Do you believe in destiny-fate? Do you believe that things happen for a reason?"
Whether things happen for a reason or not... I don't know. But in case it does,
if it does, and in case my life is all mapped out, I better be waiting for something damn good.
Being 23 sucks!!! as it did at 22 and as it probably will be at 24. Complaining about life seems to be something we all do at any age, anyhow. Or so it seems...
I am under the impression that this is a fase (yes, a fase! young adulthood... ?) in which everything is unclear, unknown, unsure, unreasonable and unreachable.
A phase in which you're just not
there yet.
A phase in which my parents still have major psychological power over me, and they think I'm going to fail. Hell! Even, I think I'm going to fail.
NO! <shaking head>
I refuse to think I'm going to fail. I simply
fear so. There's a difference.
Ahhh... the fear of failing.
The decisions I make are my own. The mistakes I make are my own, and I'm taking them with me in this journey, ain't I?
I know my baggage is quite full, but stop criticizing; I'll be the one carrying them on.
I'm getting
druk tonight.