Can somebody lend me a gun

Also my parents don't understand me and keep threatening me with police apart from moving somewhere there is no solution I don't have money to buy a house or move to a better area.

Here are some resources you should avail yourself of, all UK-based.

Papyrus - Prevention of Youth Suicide

Call: 0800 068 41 41
Text: 07786 209697
Email: [email protected]

10am-10pm Weekdays
2pm-10pm Weekends
2pm-5pm Bank Holidays

Calm - Campaign Against Living Miserably

NATIONWIDE
0800 58 58 58
LONDON
0808 802 58 58
https://www.thecalmzone.net/help/get-help/

5pm–midnight, 365 days a year

Samaritans
Call: 116 123
[email protected]
https://www.samaritans.org/how-we-can-help-you/contact-us

24 hrs/day

Please please I need it soon talking therapies won't help me.

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Talking helps a lot of people. Why not try it? What have you got to lose?

Pikawoo, Your school or community social services should have a counselor that can help you. There really is a lot to live for. Have you even traveled outside of London or England? There's a whole world out there with so many interesting people and places that will change your whole perspective about the world you live in. I live in California, but have visited England several times, and have found London to offer so much in terms of museums, sites and theater. I even met Lindsay Hamilton who lives in London. She's a professional singer who has performed in London, and has also directed plays. This music is meant for you. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUW0K67ve9I

what's the rush to not listen to us?

I've baddie blind stuff most of my life, but my life has been quite doable, even very interesting.