Ex played me when we was working things out

Last may I met a lovely guy on pof
We text and rung each other for months. We was meeting in the Aug we came out of Leeds fest to meet me and take me for dinner
We got on so so well bit of flirting we was chatting away just like we did on phone. We look at time and it was 1am he miss the bud back to the Leeds fest.
He stayed at mine on the sofa but we didn't do owt odd kiss we was up chatting all night . He said he didn't want to go back to Leeds fest but I said we see each other soon.

We met again every weekend after he Leeds fest in Aug we finally got to together in Sept and we slept togther he kept asking when we went on dates if we could be together . I wanted a few more date but in Sept i new I was falling for this man

I went to America with my 7 year old for a week day before i went he was going to meet me in town to see me . He didn't he went out he got wasted I spoke his mum as it was like 3pm and if still not heard owt.
Late that evening he called I was off with him as I had to be home for my son and him n my partner not met then .


I went on hols . He was very off with me and his mum just said leave him he need to realise u deserve better then that .
So I did when I got back he had his kids and I was quite I'll at the time so I couldn't meet we not seen each other for 3 weeks but we was on phone every day.

He said he missed me n we talk about him meetinh my son so we decided for my son who has special need to meet him first and they got on brilliant we went out for dinner and went to the park near me he ask my partner to stay it was nice my son got on.
So that was nice and easy .

Nov came bomb fire night ,He has 2 boys 4 and 5 i had a night at mine all my friend . First time I met his boys it was lovely to see my son and his boys get on .

All was good Christmas was amazing he didn't have then xmas day so he went to his family I went to mine . I travel to his mum's on boxing day .
We spoke on phone but first time I met her she said omg your so lovely and his sister were saying it too . They bought me and my son a Christmas pressies and I bought them all a box of chocolate each .
I like them I was so happy I fell in love with his boys that day they were so loving with me

We got on brill


I did a Xmas eve on 26th Dec and invited my dad over so the boys and my partner had it like there Xmas I did party food did sticking for all 3 boys and then pressies next day . Me n my partner swap pressies it was lovely

Then new year I got a fb message fake profile saying he been cheating my heart sank. Then next day I got another the always block me . His family said he wouldn't do that to me .
I trusted what they were saying and him they said it was his boys mum .
But my partner said no it wouldn't be her.

They was no more messages jan was hit and miss then I just said your pushing me away .
He just called it a day with notthing . We spoke on fb as I block him by phone
Then his mum said why u talking if your not together. I said we are working it out she said in so glad he n them boys need you in there life's.

My bday meal was end of jan me and my partner wasn't togther but he show up at the meal with the kids but the kids were so awful with me and my partner was just like off.
They miss there train so couldn't get home so the stayed at mine and left the next day.

My ex as awful with me pushing me away more n more we was still over at this point
I ended up saying to him in Feb if we still love each other and going to try work it out come to mine for Valentine .
He didnt show he said he was tired .

I was left deflated so we just talk on and off then March came and it was my son bday we was ment t go away I said to him you and the boys are welcome to come as I have paid for us all to go He kept saying he had no money so I decided I'd invite my mate n her 2 .

He message me non stop there then went quiet when I was back.


Before I block him in March he sent me pic of 2 other kids he said they were his as well as the 4 n 5 never new about these 2 . We been togther 10 month so I message his mum and she said yes I told you he had stuff to tell you.
I said he said one of his boys who id met might not be his n he had debt that what he told me


In march i'd had enough I said I was drained so I block him on every thing and started to me ok again.

I ended up messaging the boys mum the boys id met and said hope the boys are ok she said they miss me n my son .I was good for them So I said I'm sorry it been broken she was really nice him and his mother made her out to be a monster .

She said that . My ex had 3 other kids including the 2 id met I was fuming . My ex ignore all my messages. I Had to unblock him I needed to no he been saying he only been with his boy mum.
These kids are 14 13 10 .
I felt confused and upset he did tell me. He doesn't see these 3 kids
His mum told my dad that in end

Then His ex said that the boys been seeing someone in jan n it was a girl who been going with my partner step bro. She been staying in daddy bed my ex 29 she 17 . I was like what the he'll again I ask
His mum she said not a chance But I realised she always cover for him see no wrong
I had no contact after that

He message me end of April saying I hope I was ok I was poorly in hospital and he wanted to start again and was sorry for all he not said I was so I'll i just was in love with him said I'd support him with the other 3 boys n forget the pass n move forward if he tell me it all.


He added me on snap chat I wondered why but my mate said that so you can't keep messages but you can keep them on there so I started to save them. He wanted me back he loved me wanted me to meet him and I said can we take our time . He said fine.
So we chatted all the time him sending pic of the old times I'd deletd all mine when we broke up.

He ask me out I said I had my son he said my boy n my son we do park so we was last week July.
I got neavous mostly for my son as he had couciling over it all.
So he was funny.

Then mate phone me n and said look at this ur ex was with someone he been with her since June. The put in a relationship since 13 July in fb but the been togther since June.
I felt numb he was saying he loved me n wanted me back that day .and wanted to see me n my son .
Sending me pic of us as a family and loads of other pics of us on night out etc


I've ask him he block me on snap chat and she block me too ad I told her. This girl i sent her my snaps but notthing I thought well he told me to ignore one I got off then girls at new year obv he said it to her and his mum prob said same

I message his best mate he said he was fuming how he treated me and he never keep a women. He told me stuff that he dobe to me cheated in Oct Nov Feb and jan to mar and then he with this girl in June.

I spoke to his mum and said tht she said i was stalking his gf n him sabd she was ringing police . I sent hee all our message she rhen say she tell him to stop contact and tht I shouldnt upheaval his n this girl .

I was so mad she was ok he treated me so badly
She went on that she was I'll so she wanted me to leave them alone.
Now I no she will of covered for him all them time he cheated Oct Nov jan n now

I spoke to his mate n he confirm in Oct he was with someone while I was away then jan to Feb then he met this girl in May even thou I was talking to him and he been with her since June
I needed answer I never met his best mate as my ex said he didn't like to meet mates gf.
He said I kept asking so did my mum to me u n your son


I'm so so confused and feel betrade ...
Did he ever love me or want me back .???
What do you guys thing

Thank u