You are going to let me bring her home?

I remember thinking this after the birth of my first little girl. You are really entrusting me to care for this little creature? I think it ended working out ok.

Now go forward 18 years and I feel something similsr. My little one just 1 years just had surgery. The hospital is explaining all this stuff including pretty strong drugs, caring for the injury site and other things. It seems so complicated . And I am again feeling overwhelmed. And the same thought ... are they really going to entrust me to care for her?

I am so scared I am sleeping right near her and don't know if I can even sleep.