Hi. I just turned 16 a couple days ago, and I try to hide my feelings from everyone, but I can't anymore. I'm a guy. I like guys that are younger than I am and I'm super scared

. I honestly want to die. I know I'm sick, but I don't know how to change. I want to be normal

. I think I'm gay or bisexual or something idk

((. I can't be like this. I'm totally ok with other people being who they are, but this is not what I want to be. I don't want to constantly think of the cute boys I see in the hallways. I don't know what to do. I don't feel good. I can't do this. I'm crying as I'm typing this. Can someone please help me?