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Want to suicide in a few months by skydiving or other terminal method, but don't know how..

 
 
Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 12:11 pm
I'm 26 y/o male. Im thinking about it for the last two years. I just want to die. I want it so much. Every moment I live I suffer.
I do not have a depression according to my diagnosis. Therefore medication can't help me.
I have my Psychologist and a Psychiatrist which counsel me. They can do nothing. They have no power to help. My condition is un-treatable. They tried for the last two years.
I want a woman who I'm attracted to physically (that's 10% to 20% of the women in my age), to stay with me and to love me. But no one wants to. There were women who do, but I'm not attracted to them, So I can't put up with that. I have been chasing for that imaginary women for the last 10 years.
Only this women will bring me a reason to stay and fight my psychiatric condition.
I can't go on. I have no good enough reason to live. My whole existence is dependent on finding her. I can't be convinced otherwise. This is only what I want in my life at the moment. I don't want anything else. I can't enjoy anything else. I already tried to. But I just can't be deflected from this. I refuse to. I'm stubborn in my ways. A death is better than losing my heart wish and changing myself for the requirements of the society.
Unfortunely, She probably doesn't exist, because no women who is attractive wants to love me. I'm just wasn't good enough for the women who met me.
I don't live in a country which allows medication assisted death. And I can't get a psychiatrist to write a letter to the single death assist company that accepts international requests. They (the psychiatrists) just refuse to do it. claiming that they will help me achieve my death this way. I've only called 4 so far.
Whatever way I'm using. I want it to be 100% over. I don't want to wake up to a life full of pain and suffering which would be worse than before, because I will be handicapped. I don't know if I will have physical ability to attempt a second suicide if the first will fail. So the first must be perfect.
I'm then trying to search tall buildings. But their rooftops are locked. what to do? Are there good places to jump from to achieve 100% terminality?
Then I looked on skydiving. But I wonder how to remove the parachute while flying? In my country the parachutes that are used opening up automatically when the person falls too fast. How to disable this function - or how to remove the parachute completely while in mid-air?
 
jespah
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 12:18 pm
@gozono511,
Nobody here is going to teach you how to do that.

Find other clinical help if your current treatment plan isn't working. You're a consumer of health care services just like you're a consumer of television, food, or anything else that we pay for.

Get a second opinion about your diagnosis.
ehBeth
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 12:21 pm
@gozono511,
gozono511 wrote:
I do not have a depression according to my diagnosis. Therefore medication can't help me.

I have my Psychologist and a Psychiatrist which counsel me. They can do nothing. They have no power to help. My condition is un-treatable. They tried for the last two years.


two years isn't a particularly long time in terms of beginning treatment

talk to your primary physician about referrals to other mental health pros

medication is successfully used for a number of diagnoses other than depression

talk to mental health professionals about all of this
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gozono511
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 12:30 pm
@jespah,
The truth is that I don't want to be "talked into" thinking other things..
I just want my wish to be fulfilled. Either to find a women, or to die.
If medications can help me to be happier, I might take them. But.. I don't want my thoughts to be changed.
I have already seen several mental health professionals during these two years. So collectively, I did turn to other professionals and saw help.
Like I said, these professionals.. are like a fly that's trying to move an elephant.
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dalehileman
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 12:41 pm
@gozono511,
Gonzo if you are real, hang in there: Things inevitably get better later in life

Meantime consider a new OP, perhaps (1) condensed and/or summarized; (2) carriage return 'tween paras, if not also indents
farmerman
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 01:13 pm
@dalehileman,
Id wait till after Christmas, that way you wont spoil the holidy for your folks.
dalehileman
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 02:05 pm
@farmerman,
Man, absolutely hilarious, tho not sure it was quite the right thing....\

Gozon you gotta forgive us. You're a wilting flower in a stampede of buffalo.....
BillRM
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 05:49 pm
@gozono511,
You hardly need to be so high that you reach terminal velocity of around 125 MPH which would be around 1800 ft or 93 stories.

A 60 MPH impact should be fatal 99.99 percent of the time and that should required a height of only 200 feet or so.

Try not to land on myself or my car.

I can still remember when someone ask the jump master what to do if both the main and the back up chute fail and her reply was do not land on our new picked up van.

PS suicide at your age for the reason given is stupid as it foreclosed any chance of things getting better for you tomorrow or next year.
neologist
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 08:13 pm
@gozono511,
So far as I can remember, almost all of the (admittedly few) who survive those leaps report a sudden change of heart as soon as they begin to fly.

Just sayin'
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farmerman
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 11:56 pm
@dalehileman,
suicide is a very selfish act. I have no real sympathy for those who do it (unless they are in stage 4 cancer and have informed their loved ones of the decision). It leaves the living with feelings of guilt and deep sadness.

I want our guest to recognize that before he does it.
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farmerman
 
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Reply Sat 14 Nov, 2015 11:58 pm
@BillRM,
kid wants to know the time so Bill tells him how to make a watch.
You int gonna leave a beautiful corpse whether youre doing trminal (v) or not.

Think of a big plastic bag full of soup hitting the concrete
BillRM
 
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Reply Sun 15 Nov, 2015 12:23 am
@farmerman,
While I would think it a dumb and stupid thing for this young man to killed himself by any means, still I also think it is a base human right to end your own life if you wish to do so.

But then with all the means available to end his life he wish to do so by falling far enough to reach terminated velocity for some reason and one of his excuses is that roof tops of tall buildings are lock up or that the reserve chutes had an auto chute openers.

If he did in fact wish to killed himself he could settle on a simpler way to do so or figure out ways around roof tops being under lock and key or auto chute openers for that matter.

Footnote one woman in my area did indeed figure out a way to end her life in the manner of our friend desire and even those she was over a fairly build up area when she did so they never found her body for some reason.



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BillRM
 
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Reply Sun 15 Nov, 2015 01:38 pm
I knew of the case of the woman jumper in my area but not of this more recent case, so it seems that this method of killing yourself is not unknown but it must be hard on the pilots of the planes.

Had myself flown open framework ultralights up to a mile height and had done parachutes jumps but this is not the way I would care to go.

I seen the pictures of the men and women who jumped out of the Twin Towers and can only wonder with horror of what must had been going through their minds in those seconds.

Some of then even try to made parachutes out of table top coverings and such.

Once more not the way I would care to go.

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http://www.miamiherald.com/news/local/community/miami-dade/article1957481.html

At some point Thursday, Gerardo Nales apparently left his Key Biscayne condo and traveled 25 miles west to Kendall-Tamiami Executive Airport.

He and a pilot boarded a single-engine Piper Malibu that took off and flew east over Biscayne Bay.

Then, some 2,000 feet in the air, the plane door opened and Nales was in free fall, plunging toward the earth at terminal velocity.

On Friday, a day after the pilot told investigators he had watched Nales open the door and fall out, no one has provided an answer to a central question as police recovery crews scour the waters of the bay.

What happened? And why?

Nales’ body had not been found late Friday. Investigators declined to say why he and his pilot were even in the air. And police said they don’t know whether Nales had fallen to his presumed death.

“We have yet to determine if a crime was committed,” said Miami-Dade Detective Javier Baez, a police spokesman.

Police identified Nales, 42, as the passenger who, according to the pilot, popped open the door to the plane and fell out. The pilot, identified by WTVJ-NBC6 as Felipe Fons, radioed air traffic control about 1:30 p.m. and said his door was ajar and his passenger was missing.

“He opened the back door and he just fell down the plane,” the pilot said.

Police, fire rescue and the U.S. Coast Guard searched Thursday as far out as two miles east of Key Biscayne but found nothing. They continued to search for the body Friday, expanding their dragnet to a long swath of Biscayne Bay that stretched from Haulover Beach to Turkey Point.

For a second straight day, police ended their hunt at dusk and said they’d return for another day of searching with helicopters and boats. But Saturday will be the last day of the recovery mission, whether Nales’ body is found or not.

Investigators wouldn’t say Friday how Nales knew the pilot, whom they would not name. A spokeswoman with the Federal Aviation Administration also declined to say when the plane took off from Tamiami or its location when the pilot issue his mayday, citing an active investigation.

There was no stated destination for the flight because the pilot did not file a flight plan, said Kathleen Bergen, the spokeswoman.

“You’ll have to ask the pilot the destination and purpose of the flight,” Bergen said.

Miami Herald news partner WFOR-CBS4 reported Friday that Nales had for months begged the pilot to take him up in the plane. The station, citing police sources, said that Nales opened the Piper’s door himself and leapt to his death.

If true, the suicide would be eerily reminiscent of an incident nearly 20 years ago, when a woman chartered a plane out of Opa-locka and had the pilot fly over Miami-Dade’s southwest suburbs, where her parents lived.

“My passenger just left the plane,” the pilot told air traffic control.

Her body was never found.

Nales was a part-time resident of the Towers of Key Biscayne, nearby where crews initially searched for his body.

His friends and family couldn’t be reached for comment.

The maroon and white Piper remained at Tamiami Friday in a hanger on the south end of the airport. A representative of Wings of Flight, the south Miami-Dade company that owns the Piper, did not respond to requests for comment.

The plane was polished and shiny, save some scuff marks and dents on the plane’s tail number.

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CeasarSalad
 
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Reply Sun 15 Nov, 2015 05:55 pm
@gozono511,
I read your post and couldn’t ignore the pain you were expressing. I too am not completely happy with my current relationship situation. I feel as if no one on this planet loves me. What has helped me is knowing that only God has the unconditional love that heals all my hurt and pain. I am praying for you right now. I am asking God to bring you the help and healing you need, and I pray in Jesus’ name against any form of evil that may be attacking you spiritually.
As a Christian nurse, I have learned that people thinking about suicide are trying to break free from their pain and it seem you are feeling this way as well. But suicide will just make you dead, not free, and it actually causes more pain by spreading grief around to youe loved ones. Suicide can’t make you free but Jesus Christ certainly can. Imagine taking each of your burdens to the foot of the Cross in prayer and laying them there for Jesus to handle, trusting that he will help with any situation – no matter how difficult.
Here is some information on resources that can help. I encourage you to seek help from people who have been trained to help prevent suicide. For emergency help call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255) or you can walk into any urgent medical care clinic or hospital emergency room, or simply call 911. For ongoing help, continue to work with your professional counselor, a pastor, or a support group.
Jerimiah 29:11 says “For I know what I have planned for you,' says the LORD. I have plans to prosper you, not to harm you. I have plans to give you a future filled with hope.” Keep hope and yourself alive and let God do the rest. His plan for your life is perfect; I encourage you to trust Him with everything in your life.
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