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First off, I'm sure you're not alone but it may feel that way right now.

I am guessing you're a teen, and that's hard enough without adding trans on top of it.

This isn't really a trans forum although there are people who will listen with a sympathetic ear (and there are people who won't, so be aware of that). I did find this good resource which may be of help to you - http://www.tsroadmap.com/info/transgender-forum.html

In the meantime, is there at least a trusted teacher you can talk to? Someone who can be there for you in person and lend a sympathetic ear. Someone to be kind.

Teachers in particular are used to working with teens who are having issues at home. It's not a perfect fit to your situation but it is an aspect of it.

I wish you well.

I know a poster who might be able to help. I'll send her a pm message.

Hi Allen, I'm a trans woman myself although between fear and doubts I didn't it put it all together until later. Feel free to PM me whenever and we can talk, there are a lot of resources out there in the internet for people like us, hugs for now but know that "It gets better" is not just a comforting phrase but something that does come true for the majority of us.