@Leadfoot,
Getting a little emotional there, looks like.
A researcher may want X to be true, but when the experiments show that ~X is true, X is abandoned. Or, put another way, when no evidence can be found to support X, it is held in suspended judgment until such evidence can be found.
It doesn't work that way in religion. The religious approach is to "know" that X is true, regardless of whether or not there's evidence for it, then cherry pick for whatever might be cobbled together in apparent support of X.
I'll await your peer-reviewed journal publication for the existence of the spirit or of your god. Best of luck.