@HesDeltanCaptain,
probably not a mental disorder,
for mental stuff to "mean" anything, they need emotional flavor.
if we wouldn't feel pain or joy.
we would loose all sense of direction and frame.
no point succeeding over failing, if they do not differ in any way.
if religion is taking you to a better place,
never mind the emotional flood disabling your logic.
(still it does not justify marketing religion to others whom you cannot guaranty similar success due to how greatly we differ from one another, especially children who are effectively defenseless).
your logic should only be a servant to what suits you best, long term.
it shouldn't sabotage your better option, for the sake of its own efficiency.
when religion leads you in the dumps, it's an "emotional" disorder more often than the other way around.
it not only drowns your logic, but usually dresses up as logic and represents itself as such, as well.