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Mon 14 Apr, 2014 08:25 pm
Hi
I am a catholic, and Ii deeply believe in God and I love him a lot. God has blessed me so many ways in my life, as he did that with anyone in this Earth. But, even if I have everything to be happy, I just feel like I want to die. I want to die all the time, when I am happy and when I am not happy. I do not know why. I know it seems crazy but I hope for my death everyday, but I do not want my parents to be sad at the same time.
Why is that?
thank you
@lillie000,
It's called clinical depression/suicidal ideation. This is where a mental health professional can really help. I urge you to get help.
@lillie000,
lillie000 wrote:
Hi
I am a catholic, and Ii deeply believe in God and I love him a lot. God has blessed me so many ways in my life, as he did that with anyone in this Earth. But, even if I have everything to be happy, I just feel like I want to die. I want to die all the time, when I am happy and when I am not happy. I do not know why. I know it seems crazy but I hope for my death everyday, but I do not want my parents to be sad at the same time.
Why is that?
thank you
Another example of how theology poisons the human mind. You favor the concept of an after life over this existence when you have absolutely NOTHING to actually base it on. You take a huge **** on this life in favor of another? How sad. Once you are dead, nothing happens, there is no after life and there is no god.
@lillie000,
You may deeply regret something.
@lillie000,
lillie000 wrote:ok thanks
no one can help
Listen to Jes and crumple the Krumpster.
Your life is precious to God. Remember that God created Adam and Eve as perfect humans to live on a perfect earth. If you read the first few chapters of Genesis, you will learn why evil has been brought to our world. But do not think that God changed his mind simply because one of his creations rebelled. His purpose has not changed. He wants you to be happy.
Get the professional help you need and study your Bible. Things will not always be glum. I was raised as a Catholic and speak from experience.
@lillie000,
lillie000 wrote:
Quote:ok thanks
no one can help
anonymously99 wrote:
Repent. Worship God, glorify God. I understand the feelings.
And again. You may not be suffering severe depression as I or as others may believe but as previously mentioned helps and the following may help you to get started with glorifying God:
http://www.familylife.com/articles/topics/life-issues/challenges/mental-and-emotional-issues/depression-god-is-not-silent-when-we-suffer#.U0yw2GJOnFo
@neologist,
I want you to understand I was not imitating you in any way neologist. After posting I saw that you posted but earlier than I. I was taking a while on my post due to simple research.
@neologist,
neologist wrote:Remember that God created Adam and Eve as perfect humans to live on a perfect earth.
There was no adam or eve, that is just made up bullshit. Humans evolved over hundreds of millions of years from a common ancestor and other primitive life forms.
You are a fluke
Of the universe.
You have no right to be here...
Deteriorata! Deteriorata!
Go placidly
Amid the noise and waste.
And remember what comfort there may be
In owning a piece thereof.
Avoid quiet and passive persons
Unless you are in need of sleep.
Ro-tate your tires.
Speak glowingly of those greater than yourself
And heed well their advice,
Even though they be turkeys.
Know what to kiss... and when!
Consider that two wrongs never make a right
But that THREE... do.
Wherever possible, put people on hold.
Be comforted that in the face of all aridity and disillusionment
And despite the changing fortunes of time,
There is always a big future in computer main-te-nance.
Chorus
You are a fluke
Of the universe.
You have no right to be here.
And whether you can hear it or not
The universe is laughing behind your back.
Remember the Pueblo.
Strive at all times to bend, fold, spindle and mu-ti-late.
Know yourself.
If you need help, call the FBI.
Exercise caution in your daily affairs,
Especially with those persons closest to you.
That lemon on your left, for instance.
Be assured that a walk through the ocean of most souls
Would scarcely get your feet wet.
Fall not in love therefore;
It will stick to your face.
Gracefully surrender the things of youth:
The birds, clean air, tuna, Taiwan
And let not the sands of time
Get in your lunch.
Hire people with hooks.
For a good time call 606-4311;
Ask for "Ken."
Take heart amid the deepening gloom
That your dog is finally getting enough cheese.
And reflect that whatever misfortune may be your lot
It could only be worse in Milwaukee.
Chorus
You are a fluke
Of the universe.
You have no right to be here.
And whether you can hear it or not
The universe is laughing behind your back.
Therefore, make peace with your god
Whatever you conceive him to be
Hairy thunderer, or cosmic muffin.
With all it's hopes, dreams, promises and urban renewal
The world continues to deteriorate.
GIVE UP!
Reprise
You are a fluke
Of the universe.
You have no right to be here.
And whether you can hear it or not
The universe is laughing behind your back.