@hawkeye10,
DAVID wrote:Definitionally, it cannot be "ALL about me" if someone else is involved.
hawkeye10 wrote:If the motivation for doing something is all about you enjoyment or satisfaction then it is all about you. Plenty of guys have fucked women without a thought of the woman who was there in the room, she being a masturbation tool so far as he is concerned. If you did give money only because you wanted to have fun then it would have been no less "all about you" than are the encounters fore-mentioned.
I understand your reasoning. I disagree with it.
I stand by what I 've already said.
I might add that it is my belief (from what others have told me of their experiences)
that after the death of the human body, your life energy experiences a review; your autobiografy,
wherein u feel the effects of your words n deeds upon others.
If that be so, I 'll empathetically enjoy the
pleasure that I have inflicted upon others.
I think that using kids as targets is
efficient
in that thay r
less emotionally jaded by possession of
cash.
For instance, a lady I met introduced me to her son,
telling me that it was his 13th birthday. I had a
$2O bill
and a
$1O bill immediately at hand, and I begifted him with them.
A few weeks later, we were sitting, chatting, n he said:
" U know, David, when u put that money in my hand,
that was the most money I ever held in my life" i.e., I
succeeded
in making a good, hedonic impression on him.
( It does not always work.)
Another idiosyncratic practice of mine, is that in hotels
wherein I stay during conventions of groups to which I belong,
when I am alone in common rooms (e.g., ballrooms, or corridors)
sometimes I abandon
$2O bills here n there on top of the hotel furniture
for whoever finds it first. The world is a carousel of fun.
David