@LAW0044,
I would not stress over the folks here. They have their own perception of the world. Life is hard for everyone at some point I would think. Some have it harder than others...no matter what their belief system.
There is no guarantee that we will live in a warm fuzzy world. It is not fair. It would be nice if we could all count on it. But we can't.
I know you have had an abusive marriage. I know you trust in God to see you through. Your faith is what you have to rely on. You cannot always expect others to back you up on it. You do what you know is right for you. Try not to let the lack of support of people you do not know, cause you to lose heart.
You must do like all of the folks do on this site and find your own way, learn to live with criticism of what you believe and move forward away from your difficult past the best way you know how. If that is by means of your faith - then so be it.
God bless you as you move forward. I do hope you find peace.
[edit] just read that you do have peace - this is good...I hope you continue to.