@neologist,
Thanks for the link. I don't think I'd seen that.
First, to be clear, I don't consider it any of my business what goes on in your head unless it has a detrimental effect on me or society as a whole (faith healing, charlatanism, teaching/spreading medical and other science denialism, especially to children, etc.) or unless you invite me to comment.
Anyhoo, I'm trying to think of a concise position statement that fairly represents what you wrote in the (very well written and thought out) OP in the other thread. At the bottom if it, it seems, is your emotional desire to believe, motivating your choice (free will debate aside for the moment). Is that an accurate statement?
There was the claim in the other OP that your god promised that we would not die (I haven't personally witnessed a person in the final moments of death, but I have seen a human corpse or three). Would your reason for wanting/choosing to believe significantly or predominantly include a fear of death/non-existence of the individual consciousness?