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I have written an ebook called "Merry Existential Christmas" that attempts to assuage your yuletide apprehensions.
This ten chapter tome chronicles Christmas from post World War Two France through the Swinging Sixties to present day at an exclusive rehab in the Malibu mountains. Every chapter is a story about seeking meaning and hope in one-s life during the Christmas season. It, at times, illuminates as well as entertains. What is out there for all the over educated cynics to read (besides The Christmas Carol) during the Yuletide season? The answer, we hope, is right here.
The book is available on Kindle, an Apple app and at the Club Lighthouse Publishing website.