I'm glad you both feel the same way as me, even though those two styles of post could not be more contrasting! And nice to see you, as ever, Spendius.
Well I'm determined to stay true to myself and not prostitute myself to their compositional desires just to get good marks.
It still makes me cross though- cross that I can have an idea that I'm really exited by, put lots of work into it, and get the same mark as someone who faked it.
Thats another thing I didn't mention. Because of the approach of our tutor, all the more performance based students, that don't really have a clue about composition are making up all these stupid ideas, e.g. 'A new type of serialism which combines every note in the tone row with a different effect on the violin.' -and they get the same marks as the others who actually care. Grrr. Thats life I suppose, although peoples talents will no doubt sort themselves out into some order over time.
Another thing that annoys me, is that my ideas, which
are quite experimental, are probably going to be indistinguishable from the people who are thinking up stupid things just to get more marks.
I'm envious of the people on the popular music courses, or just who compose at home like I used to. No constraints no barriers, just artistic freedom, and the only judge or criticism comes from your own ear.
I suppose it's just a different form of the question about modern art. Put a toilet roll in a gallery and it's art, but in your bathroom it's just another toilet roll.
If you put atonality into the popular music charts and it's 'highly original' but in the classical music world it's just another stereotype.
Don't worry shapeless! Think of all the years you've worked with these people! Get it out of your system at last!