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Fri 25 May, 2007 12:44 pm
My best friend in the entire world just lost her dad this morning.
Not even 7 days ago , her dog of almost 10 years died.
I cant talk to her, she is just a mess.
She cant stop crying and cant hold down one single belly dance class to pay a bill right now.
and whats really fucked up about it is that she is in new mexico and I am in texas
thats 800 miles.
I miss her so much, and I just want to hold her, hug her and be there.
but for some reason , I flap my arms and get no where.
She will be ok . I know this.
its just one of those days where I really wish I had not made the decision to move here... instead... i wished I would have moved Ian there.. ( to nm)
It is the feeling that you have abandoned someone you love that probably makes you sad, shewolf.
It is one of the worst feelings in the world. (I experienced it when I got remarried and moved away from the children of my first marriage.)
I don't know quite what to say except I know it must be hard.
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