I have something for you, Treya. Take with water.
I remember you, but I don't know what you did that makes you feel scared to come back. I think Soz's point is that your problem is not something you did
but the fact that you're overthinking it way too much
and taking it way too seriously.
Trust me, there are plenty of people much less welcome here than you. For instance, me
But that doesn't bother me because not everyone has to get along all the time. When it comes down to it, A2K is yours, just as it is everyones, and it doesn't matter how many people you may offend along the way by being yourself...you're still welcome to be here, whenever you want to be, and you don't need to explain yourself for that