I feel sorry for dlowan. It starts today...

Her college years....

Remember how she always used to talk about her vacation in Japan?



Even though we had our differences, I'm really going to miss her.

Oh, sure, she had her share of troubles. Don't we all? But I particularly remember her rocky relationship with that magician prick. What the hell was his name? Waldo? El Presto? Something like that.

He took advantage of her.... used her.... and ultimately discarded her.

But she bounced back, stronger than ever. That's just the kind of woman she was.....

It is my understanding that Slappy just broke the news to littlek...

Angelique gets up, and starts to sing...

Memories
Like the corners of my mind
Misty watercolor memories
Of the way we were
Scattered pictures
Of the smiles we left behind
Smiles we gave to one another
For the way we were

Can it be that it was all so simple then
Or has time rewritten every line
If we had the chance to do it all again
Tell me - would we? could we?

Memories
May be beautiful and yet
What?s too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget

So it is the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were

So it is the laughter
We will remember
Whenever we remember
The way we were

Gus, it may not have been Dlowan after all. Might have been some of her family in that car, which is sure heartbreaking, but Dlowan was spotted on route 2A just twenty minutes ago.

From the scrapbook: The post graduate years.

I was surprised at panzade's reaction....



I guess I didn't realize he knew her.

The fire behind dagmaraka has even lessened....



This is a sad day indeed.


Keep singing that song, Angelique. I think we're all healing here.

Mememe, yesyesyes

and then there was that dreadful incident that made dlowan quit smoking...

Hey, everybody, I just went over to kicky's house to break the news to him. I didn't want him coming on line and discovering it on his own. It would have destroyed him.

He was just coming out of the shower when I got there.

I said, "Kicky, dlowan is dead."

He stared at me with a look of disbelief on his face.....



He's back in the bathroom now, crying his eyes out.

I knew he would be shaken.

Angelique almost chokes on the words of the song when she sees the picture of Kicky.

I'm fine, really!!!!

<sobbing hysterically>

I-i-i-i-is it r-r-really YOU, Deb? Can it be?

I don't know... there's something different about her.

There's always something different about me....

After the shock of seeing kicky's picture, Angelique gets up, and starts to sing again.

Son, she said, have I got a little story for you
What you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a...
While you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
Your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him, but I'm glad we talked...

Oh i, oh, I'm still alive
Hey, i, i, oh, I'm still alive
Hey i, oh, I'm still alive
Hey...oh...

Oh, she walks slowly, across a young man's room
She said I'm ready...for you
I can't remember anything to this very day
'cept the look, the look...
Oh, you know where, now I can't see, I just stare...

I, I'm still alive
Hey i, but, I'm still alive
Hey i, boy, I'm still alive
Hey i, i, i, I'm still alive, yeah
Ooh yeah...yeah yeah yeah...oh...oh...

Is something wrong, she said
Well of course there is
You're still alive, she said
Oh, and do I deserve to be
Is that the question
And if so...if so...who answers...who answers...

I, oh, I'm still alive
Hey i, oh, I'm still alive
Hey i, but, I'm still alive
Yeah i, ooh, I'm still alive
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

pearl jam

Have you had a vacation? You seem, I don't know, less agitated than usual.

She fluffed up her hair so she would not get shot